Disoriented

You know what's amazing? How being lightheaded can change your world. How you dont give a crap about what you are doing or what people are thinking, or which team is winning in the IPL, or how the shift key of your laptop just does not seem to cooperate, or how you keep typing 's' in place of 'a' and still not bother to curse your keyboard or rather your fingers for that matter.
Or how your friend from half a world away comes online and doesn't bother to say 'Hi' inspite of being just a click away from you, and moments later her Boyfriend comes online and you know you have no role to play here. Or how your Dad isn't going to be home before 12 am (or is it pm) so you need not bother how drunk you are.
And yet you write a perfectly comprehensible piece of crap that (you convince yourself to be worthy of putting out there in the internet at the end of the 9th edit) for people to read and waste their soul-searching-self-implicating-precious-seconds of time on.

Just AMAZING.

This post wasn't supposed to be made right now. But what it is meant to do, is remind me of something - of how true I was to myself and also of course how completely knocked out I was while I wrote this spwerage of gibberish.
So thanks for bothering. My job here is done. I will post sane stuff when I am out of this hell-hole.